Oh What A Tangled Web We Weave

More than one too many times I have verbally abused myself, based on my weight, in front of my children.  Made jokes about being fat; always looking about three months pregnant, hated myself.

I have spent time always on a diet and punishing myself at the gym in the quest to have a figure similar to Brooke Burke's.  She's had four children, so have I, but why don't I look like that?

See how this line of thinking and behaviour as come back to bite me in what I now realize is a fantastic ass!

Unforgiving