Tuesday, July 27, 2010

It's Official, I'm an Adult

Yesterday I learned of something that has me seething with anger and thoughts of aggression.  I called my husband upon finding out and said 'fuck' about 45 times in a five minute conversation.  Just in case you're wondering and I know you are, it's not him I'm mad at.

Right now I can't say who I'm mad at; it needs to be dealt with first. This is how I know I'm finally reaching some semblance of maturity at the grand age of 33.  Two or 3 years ago I would've gone off instantly upon finding out. I would've raced around trying to get the correct information out there and threatening the life of the person I'm angry at.  I would've called said person immediately, at work. On their cell phone.  And I would've lost my fucking mind on them.

It's so tempting.

However, I have to be rational. I have to be put someone else's needs ahead of my own. Something this jackass of whom I'm referring to has absolutely zero concept of.  I will be dealing with this issue in a mature fashion this very afternoon.  Then? I will fucking go ballistic on the piece of shit douche I'm dealing with.

So yeah..maybe a little ways to go on the whole 'maturity' thing...

If you popped over to PMS Chronicles in recent days you'll know how I feel about gun control and believe me it's never been more relevant than it is right now.

I continue to pay for my lack of judgement as a 16 year old girl.   What's worse, so do my children.  I refuse to beat myself up about it because you really really can't change the past no matter how hard you try.

Today will be a big day all the way around and in both instances, my judgement is at the root of the 'problem'.  I need to work on that.  I am a true Aries; stubborn, impulsive and dead sexy.

Okay, clearly I've gotten distracted.

So for later on today, does anyone have Mel Gibson's number? I could use a few pointers.


  1. LOL! Good Luck friend! Sometimes the outbursts are for everyones best interest - even if doesn't quite seem so at the time! Love you ! ThankYou for the awesome diversions to my reality! LOL!

  2. I call mine Rat Bastard. I think it has a nicer ring that sugar tits. I followed a link from @guiltysquid on twitter and making a lot of assumptions but when someone is this pissed of its usually involves an ex...and well, if you still made bad decisions you would still be with him. This too shall pass.

  3. Well, you, my new friend, have hit the nail on the head. Very intuitive. Thanks, I know it will, it always does...